*I like taking pictures, but I just get lazy to do it. Go figure.
*I like blogging and I'm trying to get in the habit of doing it daily.
*I go on myspace everyday, unless I'm out the whole day, then I dont.
*I text alot, but I cant say I'm 100% commited because eventually I get too tired to move my fingers... sorry.
*I eat just about every hour I think. yeah I'm a pig.
*I procrastinate alot, someone help me pleasee! Ahaha.
*I think it sucks how I have to wait until I'm 18 that I can finally drive. I want to so bad.
*I get distracted too easily, your fault ;D.
*I also like editing photos, takes up time and practicing helps increase my $kills.
*I like meeting new people, so let's talk.
*Invest your time to get to know me, and I'll do the same. :)
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Monday, May 11, 2009, 10:42 PM
50;; screw ups.
So once again, I have failed to daily blog, apologies are handed out here and there. My bad. There's just a lot going on. Umm SOOO this is the 50th blog, it felts like just yesterday since it was the first. Well, um.. yeah ahah.
You know what I realized? That I should've tried harder. Like honestly, I messed up so bad this year, like freshman year was so bad for me. Although there was goods and bads I would do anything to go back in time and change it all. First of all, I was too lazy and I jacked up my grades and sht. I totally regret it, and I know people always say ''oh don't regret things, life's too short'' or whatever, but still, you can't help it, there are always going to be those mistakes in your life you won't forget and that you'll want to change. Ugh, well as my punishment I have to basically give up my summer to learning.
Well today, after school we had a lottery for registration, which nearly killed me. I remembered that last year I got chosen first for the lottery thing, and today I fckin got choosen last, -_- nearly pissed the hell outta me. AND to add to that... I had to wait for summer school registrations (WHICH I WAS LAST FOR). Yeah, so I had a bad day. Nothing too special occurred or whatever.
Yeah, I'm pretty tired of life right now. The thing I looked forward to most is now lifted from under my hands and crushed into oblivion, the ashes are to drift slowly away as my torture takes place. Because turns out, I have to go to summer school AND after school AND art school. WHERE'S MY LIFE?! Ughhh, I know that all of those activities are time consuming and when I'm enduring it I know I would wish I'm not there, but I think deep down I know it's for my own benefit. I just wish it wasn't so painful you know?
I think it's about time I go now, peace. kBye.
*Vicki
"Faith consists in believing when it is beyond the power of reason to believe. It is not enough that a thing be possible for it to be believed."
